Thursday, July 31, 2014

Insane. BANG BANG!!

My head has been going BANG BANG for the last week, and it hasn't been in vain. The day before yesterday St. Petersburg State University announced the list with would-be students' final exams scores, and that time I understood... I will study in Far East Federal University in Vladivostok. In St. Petersburg university's list I was at 300th and 500th places for different faculties, and everyone can understand no university organize a faculty with 300 or 500 students. In general I made up my mind with entering FEFU, because I'd already known I'd get there my place on the government budget basis ( I won't have to pay for my education). So, you see, "everything has changed".

How did I feel when I'd learnt about my Saint Petersburg's rating? You know, St. Petersburg State University is the university of my dream; even though I also look forward to getting education abroad, this university will always be my icon (as long as I'm not frustrated with it). And now I found out I won't be its student for the next 4 years (though, who the hell knows). Of course, I felt down for a bit, but I quickly pulled myself together and started thinking of positive sides of that situation. But since then I've noticed I can't listen to the news about St. Petersburg, see its photos and all that jazz. Something inside me breaks apart knowing I could live there, I could become a part of this city. Maybe, I'm dramatizing, but that's what I'm feeling, adding my head's condition after that ball in my face, all packing fuss, mom who sometimes literally freaks me out, and many other things. The only thing I want now is know that I'm a student of a university. Right now I don't even give a damn what university, just tell me I'll get higher education.
Yesterday my mom and I changed our tickets, so tomorrow we'll fly to Vladivostok and right on arriving there my uncle Alik will take us to the university on the Russky island to make out with my documents. Then we'll be in Vladivostok till the 8th of August; in the morning of that day we'll fly to Knabarovsk to have fun there. I'll chance to meet Dasha who'll have already been there and my friends from the USA travel. If we actually meet, it'll be really amazing!
Talking about friends, so Cherry Lady will also study with me in FEFU in the same philological faculty of foreign languages. We're going to be roommates, I hope we'll deal with it.
What about that faculty of foreign philology, so I'll study there Russian, English and one more language I have no idea which one. Will it be European, will it be Asian? We'll know soon enough. Right now I need to calm down, take a shower and relax with a facial mask on.
And I wanna finish my last July post with the newest hit by the magical trio Jessie J, Ariana Grande and Nicky Minaj called "Bang Bang" - the title describes so well what's happening with me.



 She got a body like an hourglass
But I can give it to you all the time
She got a bootie like a Cadillac
But I can send you into overdrive
(Stop and wait, wait for that, stop, hold up, swing your bat)
See anybody could be bad to you, you need a good girl to blow your mind, yeah

[Chorus]
Bang, bang into the roof
I know you want it
Bang, bang all over you
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you...
Bang, bang there goes your heart
I know you want it
Bang, backseat of my car
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you...

[Ariana Grande]
She might've let you hold her hand in school
But I'mma show you how to graduate
No, I don't need to hear you talk the talk
Just come and show me what your momma gave
(Your love gotta be baby, love but don’t say a thing)
See anybody could be good to you, you need a bad girl to blow your mind

[Chorus]
Bang, bang into the roof
I know you want it
Bang, bang all over you
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you...
Bang, bang there goes your heart
I know you want it
Bang, backseat of my car
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you...

[Nicki Minaj]
It’s Myx Moscato
It’s frizz in a bottle
It’s Nicki full throttle
It’s oh, oh
Swimming in the grotto
We winning in the lotto
We dipping in the pot of blue foam
Kitten so good
It's dripping on wood
Get a ride in the engine that could
Go, Batman robbin' it
Bang, bang, cockin' it
Queen Nicki dominant, prominent
It's me, Jessie, and Ari
If they test me they sorry
Ride his, like a Harley
Then pull off in this Ferrari
If he hanging we banging
Phone ranging, he slanging
It ain’t karaoke night but get the mic ‘cause he singing

[Jessie J - Bridge]
B to the A to the N to the G to the uh
B to the A to the N to the G to the hey
See anybody could be good to you
You need a bad girl to blow your mind

[Chorus]
Bang, bang into the roof
I know you want it
Bang, bang all over you
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you...
Bang, bang there goes your heart
I know you want it
Bang, backseat of my car
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you...





♔ Be brave and BANG BANG ♔

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