20-something

This is for them 20-somethings

Time really moves fast, you were just sixteen

"Schoolin' Life", Beyoncé

As soon as I've just turned 20 (TWENTY! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?), I'm ready to publish some lists I've been making for some time. I must admit it hasn't been easy to recollect 20 mistakes I've made or 20 books that have impressed me enough so I would recommend them. Of course, these lists can easily be edited, but that's what I've got by the age of 20 so far. Hope you'll have fun reading them!

20 mistakes I've made:
1. Didn't go out with that one boy at school
2. Had too many expectations for my graduating party
3. Didn't book a hostel in Tokyo beforehand
4. Didn't read enough this summer
5. Wasted a day in LA on walking with the most boring guy in 2015
6. Scored 83 points for the Russian final test at school
7. My first boyfriend
8. Half of my would-be boyfriends
9. Ate that cheesecake in Khabarovsk in 2014
10. Do everything in the last minute
11. Didn't talk enough with all the kinds from my teams in the camp
12. Didn't put on my sunscreen on the Tobizina cape
13. Didn't put on my sunscreen in Santa Monica in 2013
14. Didn't take any photos with the people I hung out with in LA in 2015
15. Ruined my biological clock
16. Didn't ask about the 3OH!3 album Omens in Amoeba
17. Don't say right answers louder during the classes when needed
18. Drank too much at my unofficial matriculation at university
19. Wasted some money a couple of times when I could've saved them, ok
20. Didn't get along with my elder sister during our childhood

20 lessons I've learned:
1. Always think about where to stay during not only trips themselves but also stepovers in advance
2. Let things go
3. Take your time, don't forget to relax, always arrange some me-time
4. You aren't to like all the people around. It's ok to have someone you don't approve
5. Have some money in the bank as some kind of a back-up
6. Upload the photos you take to Google Photo or iCloud or anything like that. You never know when your device can get broken or lost
7. Being nice is a rule, but being petty and bitchy isn't always a bad idea
8. "If you can't love yourself, how the hell you're gonna love somebody else? Can I get an amen here?" RuPaul
9. Love your parents and make sure you call them often enough. They deserve it, they love you
10. Trust your friends but rely on yourself first
11. Lovers come and go, friends stay. Cherish them
12. Better be alone with someone you don't care of
13. Don't care what they think. Put on as much make-up as you want while you're young and beautiful
14. Don't care what they think. You can be young and beautiful till the end of time
15. Don't know what color you should choose? Choose black
16. Be helpful - and for yourself first
17. Take risks - they tend to pay off!
18. Take in some vitamins, take care of your health
19. Read more
20. Enjoy the moment, don't miss living

20 songs I adore:
1. Jason Mraz "I'm Yours"
2. The Neighbourhood "Ferrari"
3. Beyoncé "Diva"
4. Marina And The Diamonds "How To Be A Heartbreaker"
5. Beyoncé "Partition"
6. Ariana Grande "One Last Time"
7. Lana Del Rey "Backfire"
8. 3OH!3 "Love 2012"
9. Halsey "Colors"
10. The Common Linnets "Calm After The Storm"
11. Lady Gaga feat. Beyoncé "Telephone"
12. Gem Club "Twins"
13. The Beetles "Strawberry Fields Forever"
14. Anna Margaret "Something About Sunshine"
15. Lady Gaga "Born This Way"
16. Postdata "Tobias Grey"
17. Joss Stone "L.O.V.E."
18. Arctic Monkeys "505"
19. Ryan Adams "Firecracker"
20. Natalia Kills "Problem"

20 books I recommend:
1. George Orwell "1984"
2. Leo Tolstoy "Anna Karenina"
3. Yevgeny Zamyatin "We"
4. Jane Austin "Pride and Prejudice"
5. Dante Alighieri "Divine Comedy"
6. David Nicholls "One Day"
7. Joanne Harris "Chocolat"
8. Joanne Harris "The Lollipop Shoes"
9. Dan Brown "Angels and Demons"
10. Goethe "Faust"
11. Francesco Petrarca's sonnets
12. Alexander Blok's poems
13. Daniel Keyes "Flowers for Algernon"
14. J. K. Rowling "Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban"
15. Mikhail Lermontov's poems
16. Ivan Bunin's short novels
17. Robert Rozhdestvensky's poems
18. Joseph Brodsky's poems
19. Charlotte Brontë "Jane Eyre"
20. Patrick Süskind "Perfume: The Story of a Murderer"


And I certainly couldn't leave you withough the Queen B in my B'Day! Here's something relating to the title and all the jazz ♥

Be brave as usual! 

Time To Steal The Show

I haven't done posts like this for awhile. Today I just want to post songs that caught my attention lately. Just feel like sharing lovely songs and my thoughts on them. Let's go!
I'll start with a couple of songs by Zedd - he's pretty popular nowadays, isn't he? I discovered his album "True Colors" on my way abroad, and some tracks went down to my playlist. The first one (though it's the last one on the album) is "Illusion" feat. Echosmith. It's so fabulous! Even though there aren't many words, but I appreciate each of them. And the melody is fine, can't deny.

And another song by Zedd that I'd like to share is "Daisy". It's just nice, I don't have much to say about it, I just enjoy listening. Also I like "Beautiful Now", so check it out yourself if you feel like.

I can't ignore miss Lana Del Rey with her recent hit "High By The Beach". I wasn't impressed with her album "Ultraviolence", so I was interested what her new music would bring. And I was struck! I love the song so much, it's so beautiful! Magnificent! "Honeymoon" is awesome too, so lingering and mystic, though "Terrence Loves You" is a bit boring in my opinion. All in all I can't wait for her full new album.

Let's go back to some rhythmic stuff with Tove Lo and her single "Talking Body". I know, I'm a bit slow with this one, the track isn't new at all, but you know me, it's just the way I discover new things. Anyhow I fell for it! So catchy and provocative and funny! Just the way I like.

The next song differs much from Tove Lo. It's "Firecracker" by Ryan Adams, but to be more exact, the acoustic version - I prefer it more. I found this song for myself with the help of one guy while I was travelling abroad. He sang it to me when we kinda exchanged our guitar-singing skills. When I first heard it, I didn't understand much, but I got that it was so catchy that even after a drunk night I remembered something about firecracker... Later when I listened to the song more attentively, I wondered that the man who'd sung it to me had chosen it so perfectly, it was right about that night, wasn't it? He was such a firecracker burning hard and bright. I bet he knows it;)

Another song on this list is "Heart Like Yours" by Willamette Stone. I don't know the singer, they say the song was used in a movie, but I don't know it either. And take "Toothpaste Kisses" by The Maccabees right away. I found these two songs together.

I think it's enough for today, though I have plenty of songs to share, you know my musical soul. But I'll leave them for another time, or just keep them for "The Songs Of The Day". But today's song of the day will be a popular dance track by a Norwegian DJ Kygo called "Stole The Show". When I first saw it on TV with its video, I was fascinated by it, I really like the astronautical theme. And then Dasha also sent me the track, so I couldn't resist it.

Darling, darling, oh, turn the lights back on now

Watching, watching, as the credits all roll down

Crying, crying, you know we're playing to a full house, house

No heroes, villains, one to blame

While wilted roses filled the stage

And the thrill, the thrill is gone

Our debut was a masterpiece

But in the end for you and me

Oh, the show, it can't go on

We used to have it all, but now's our curtain call

So hold for the applause, oh

And wave out to the crowd, and take our final bow

Oh, it's our time to go, but at least we stole the show

Least we stole the show

Darling, darling, you know that we are sold out

Kisses fading, but the band plays on now

We're crying, crying, so let the velvet roll down, down

No heroes, villains, one to blame

While wilted roses fill the stage

And the thrill, the thrill is gone

Our debut was a masterpiece

Our lines we read so perfectly

But the show, it can't go on

We used to have it all, but now's our curtain call

So hold for the applause, oh

And wave out to the crowd, and take our final bow

Oh, it's our time to go, but at least we stole the show

Least we stole the show

Be brave to steal the show

Summertime Sadness V

I never will forget those nights

I wonder if it was a dream

Don Henley, "Boys Of Summer"

Probably, my best summer has come to its end. Actually, I don't feel it at all. I know that warm weather will stay for some weeks more, and we're not gonna have difficult studies in the beginning, so it will feel like summer. I've done everything I planned: I successfully worked in the summer camp, I visited my friends and family in my hometown, I had the most awesome trip (I keep writing about it nowadays, the post's about to be huge!), I did well with checking in my dormitory and even chanced to go to V-Rox!
V-Rox is a big international rock festival founded by the leader of my favorite Russian band “Mumiy Troll” and held in Vladivostok. I went to the festival the last year, but somehow I didn't write about it. This year I went on its first day with my group leader Anton, his girlfriend and my good friend Tatyana and Cherry Lady's boyfriend Andrew. It was really cool! We went there on purpose to see the British rock band Echotape, but the bands before them were excellent too!

Echotape

You know that according to my plans I should have gone to Yuzhno-Sakhalinsk in August, not in July, and Dasha can't help reminding me of it. Nowadays my Sakhalin squad have had a lot of parties as everybody's in hometown now, but everything they do mostly boils down to drinking and sleeping and then it repeats. I have complicated thoughts about it, because well, I love partying, you know, but sometimes it sounds boring to me, though they've had all the fun. Actually I don't regret that I didn't return to Sakhalin in August, because, first of all, I saved a lot of money this way and, secondly, I checked in my dormitory easier because there weren't so many people on the day of my moving in. I don't know why, but I don't feel homesick. I feel like "Ok, it's not our last meeting, we'll drink together another time". I don't feel angry or jealous that I couldn't join my friends. And no, don't call me heartless! Only I can call myself heartless! Neither I'm indifferent. I'm glad that my friends have the opportunity to gather together, but I can't, and it doesn't bother me. I should have other things to worry about. On the contrary I'm thankful for the time I spent with them in July.

Now I should prepare for the beginning of this academic year, but I don't feel like doing anything. Frankly speaking, I don't know what I should prepare. If I run out of copy books, I'll go and buy it. I don't need new clothes, I have all the pens, the bag, the cosmetics... For the first time in my life I don't long for 'back to school' shopping. This is where I feel indifferent. But I actually want to return to studying. We're going to have some really interesting stuff like "The British heritage in the American culture" and something about psychology and teaching. 

Talking about teaching, so I can't wait when I comeback to my kids whom I teach English as a tutor. I'll have the same children, so we'll just go on learning. I want to improve my teaching skills with some papers and videos, so learning will be easier for the kids and teaching will be easier for me. 

I don't think I have anything else to tell you about my summer here, because as I've written, I'm writing the biggest post about my travel that'll be published once it's ready. All in all my summer 2015 was amazing, thank you.

And traditionally! On the last day of summer! Welcome! "Summertime Sadness" by one and only Lana Del Rey!

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got my red dress on tonight

Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight

Done my hair up real big beauty queen style

High heels off, I'm feeling alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I'm feelin' electric tonight

Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99

Got my bad baby by my heavenly side

I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Think I'll miss you forever

Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky

Later's better than never

Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive (drive, drive)

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

☼ Be brave ☼

Summertime Sadness IV

Whether you're a school boy/girl with your holiday or a student like me with the exams ahead, no one can deny the excitement about summer! Yey! What do you expect of your summer? I expect a wild time!
Right time I really worry about my exams, because I know I'll get excellent marks for the most of them automatically, but some still upset me. For example, the history of foreign literature. I know that I totally fucked up the last test, and I don't know what our teacher will tell me. I've attended all her classes and worked pretty good, so I may just rewrite the test (if everything goes well) OR go straight to hell to the exam. If I have to take the exam, I'll have to memorize aaaaaall we've learnt since the very beginning of the semester. And I don't want it. So now I'll wait till Thursday to acknowledge my destiny.
The next thing I have to get over with is the medical examination my student organisation and I will go through to work in the summer camp. Everybody knows that going around the doctors isn't the most pleasant thing on the world. But anyhow I would have to face that medical examination sooner or later. Unfortunately it's happening in such a complicated city like Vladivostok.
But these two things are pretty blue. There are definitely more bright things to anticipate! First of all it's my first term in the summer camp as a teacher.
~~Time for an interesting story~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Back in 2011 I visited the Russian All Children Camp "Ocean" in Vladivostok for the first time. It was so awesome! "Ocean" is one of thee legend camps in Russia, and I chanced to visit it for free! The atmosphere was one of a kind, there's still nothing comparing to it. And then I promised myself that one day I would return to Vladivostok, I would work there, I wanted to work in "Ocean" as the teacher. That day I thought that maybe I would study in Vladivostok, even though in 2011 I longed for St. Petersburg. And BA DUM TSSS! Here I am studying in Vladivostok and about to work as a teacher in a summer camp. Isn't it a miracle? They say, dreams come true. So hey, life! Where's my Saint-Petersburg???
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What do I expect of my work in the summer camp? I don't know. I have an image in my head, but it would take too long to describe. On the other hand I'm a little bit afraid, of course. I always tend to anticipate too much and then I'm disappointed that I get too little. So I'd better think positively and not build on sand.
After the summer camp I'll think hard about what to do during my nearly 2 weeks in Vladivostok before leaving for a better place. I'll live with my aunt and uncle, but I won't connect much with them, because they'll have their own children visiting them. So I'll keep on exploring the city of Vladivostok and spending money.
 Then I'll have a marvellous trip. But I won't inform you much about it now (if I haven't already done it before). And the last 2 weeks of summer I'll spend in Yuzhno-Sakhalinsk, my hometown. It's kinda crazy - only two weeks! Fourteen days and nights! Only those days I'll meet my parents, Dasha, Ilya and other guys from my Sakhalin gang. I hope it'll be insane enough not to get bored even once in that fortnight.
Well, it's my rough plan for the summer 2015. And the song of the day will be "Summertime Sadness" by adorable Lana Del Rey traditionally. Because we all got it.

Be brave

P.S. I've noticed that I forgot to write the "Summertime Sadness IV" post in the end of the previous summer. Such a pity! But I won't miscount, so exactly this pot will be the fourth of "SS" series as it is. 

Summertime Sadness III

Not so much has happened since yesterday, but I couldn't miss putting "Summertime Sadness" as the song of the day, because I promised myself so.
I can't believe it's the first day of summer 2014; I remember the first summer day last year, like it was yesterday. Well, I've just gone through my post about that day and about the last summer day of 2013 to make sure how to organize my post's title. And BTW, I'm in love with "Summertime Sadness II" 's ending. How smart of me!
So, what's your plans for this summer? What about me, so firstly I figure on finishing this month called examber (thanks to my imagination), then I plan on sending my docs to the universities I've chosen and waiting to their reaction while partying hard with my friends. After getting permission to enter a university I'll be quickly off to there to give them my original documents and papers they'll need. After two weeks on the land of my university I'll be back to my island for the fortnight as well to do some farewell parties and get finally ready for my new life. And on the last day of summer 2014 you'll already have a post from my new home.
Oh man, how sentimental! But there's no time to cry - tomorrow I'll pass my next to last examination - for English this time. Actually, I can't but wait for the day after tomorrow - I'll get my mayor prize. I seem to not have written of it. OOPS. In spring my teacher asked me to bring all my diplomas to send my summary to the city's administration. It won't be the first mayor prize for me: I got the first one for "Folk Single Singer" nomination and the second one was for "Graduating Student" when I graduated from my music school with the honours degree. Before all this stuff I got a prize from the city council for being an excellent pupil. You see, our Government has sunk not enough money into me;D. I wonder how much it will be this time. MOOOAAAR MOOONEEEEEY!!!
Well, I'm not going to interrupt you anymore today. Just listen to the song of the day and enjoy the start of the summer.

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got my red dress on tonight

Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight

Done my hair up real big beauty queen style

High heels off, I'm feeling alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I'm feelin' electric tonight

Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99

Got my bad baby by my heavenly side

I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Think I'll miss you forever

Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky

Later's better than never

Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive (drive, drive)

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

S-s-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Be brave before you go

P.S. Check out my summer design! *lots of love!*

No Remedy For Memory

Oh, it's been quite a while since my last post, but I'm gonna manage to tel you about all the stuff I've experienced since that. Firstly...

Snowboarding Girl

OH MAN UNBELIEVABLE OXOXO YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE!!!
I'm ready to write the whole post with Caps Lock on, but I'm a good girl, so I'll be polite and let you read an adequate text.
Sooo, as you may understand on reading the title, today I've start snowboarding for the very first time! I won't describe how it boiled down to my snowboarding today, I say only that I hadn't expected riding today. At least tomorrow, but the destiny decided "You shall not wait!" (fortunately, I'd decided to wear sport clothes) and here I went with the equipment rent at the place. BTW, I was given a super nice board, exactly for my style.

Big Christmas Time

I've been too busy these days, so here's a little chronicle of mine.

25.12.2013
Hey, it was Catholic Christmas! My congratulations! But still it was the busiest day of the day - I had too many things to do. I was at school for a longer time than usual because we, girls, had to finish sewing the suits of the boys. In the evening we had a party with the chorus, so Dasha and I had only about 3 hours before it to do everything each of us needed and... dye my hair. Yup! It was my aim #1 that day. I wanted to make a surprise for everyone at chorus and at school the next day, so I hadn't told no one about my plans to make the ends of my hair be red again. Expecting my worries about the lack of the time, my friend and I had no problem with the execution of my idea. Ah, well, she dyed me a little bit awry, but it's not a big deal.

We used up my American hair-dye; it was "Punky Colour" Vermilion Red by "Jerome Russell". If I knew it would be so cool and I would like it so much, I'd buy more jars with different colours. We didn't brighten my hair this time, so red ends don't look so synthetic now as it was past August. After making dip dye, I prepared quickly to go to the chorus. Certainly, I put my new dress on. Frankly speaking, everyone liked my look. (Yeah, I've been lazy to cut some photos up)

26.12.2013

OH GOD the day came. This day is a big day of our New Year performances. I had to wake up at 6 a.m. (though usually I try to raise my ass an hour later) to fix myself up generally, handle with the hair-rollers and put false eyelashes on. We'd been told to come to school by 8 o'clock, and all the madness started at 9 a.m. We spent only 3-5 minutes for our dance of snowmen and snowflakes, but we had to repeat it every hour and, what is the most draining, we had to wait. We ate, wandered around the school, took photos. Also there was a disco after the play for each parallels of the classes, and to make children move we joined their discos. And there we were rocking the fuck out. I guess, many pupils didn't dance because they watched how we did it! We had 6 performances, and we taught 'em how to rock at 5 discos ( simply because we missed the 1st one for the 5th grades). Dasha instagrammed how we were improvising "Gangnam Style" for the 7th grades - clickclickclick! 

I don't know if the pupils liked our stuff, but we did, generally. The main idea of the play was that it was played only by the senior students. Our organizer just helped us to do that, some teachers sewed costumes. You see, usually teachers performed different plays to us, and this year we did everything by ourselves.

I've downloaded some photos of our dance taken by another girl.

You can recognize me with my white band and
curly half-red ends

Disco-part of our trick

You will be surprised what song had been chosen for the fast part of our dance. Check it! It hits my brain, I think I'll literally throw up if I hear this song one more time.

27.12.2013

Oh man, the last day of the school this year! Yey! I got all A's, super excellent, though everyone knows my math isn't so good. We had only three lessons, I presented everything I'd prepared to my friends and teachers. Then I came home and SLEPT! ALL DAY! 

Now I remembered Dasha made some awesome stuff for me, and I've made it. I've already posted about that new Internet trend, it's so funny!

I have some series to watch their Christmas episodes. Firstly, I'm gonna watch "Doctor Who"; other Whovians would kill me because of the fact of not having watched the episode. You should know that Mr. Capaldi appears there.

What about the song of the day, so I'll put here what I wanted to do on 25th December. TSOTD is going to be my favourite Christmas song called "Last Christmas", and you can pick out your own favourite version.

Be brave this Christmas and give hearts to right hands

Books' Day

Yup, not to leave my Movies' Days all along, I probably add here on more subject day - a day about books. You know my love to reading, so I'll always have something to say. Or write, to be more exact. Today I'll tell you about what I'm fond of nowadays and what I bought lately. Here I go!

Million Dollar Things

One of my laziest days. My English lessons started on 3 p.m., and I got out of my bed only approximately on 2.15. And yes, I still don't feel it's my vacation. Tomorrow after I see my mom off on the plane and have some beauty rest with my friend, I'll have a concert - is it called "vacation"?

I'm Your Biggest Fan

But I won't stop until that boy is mine

Lady Gaga, "Paparazzi"

Hey, guys! Happy Halloween! While a half of the planet is celebrating the day of the dead wearing cool suits, I do nothing extraordinary. Therefore I'll make here kinda fan-space. Nothing special, but my favourite fan-arts. And a good old song I lately became obsessed with.

Be brave!

P.S. Yeah, it may look like Lanapocalypse.
P.P.S. "THE CARRIE DIARIES" SEASON 2 HAS STARTED! I'm so excited! Have just watched the 1st episode, and it's so coooool!

Mirrors Gonna Fog

I've really really been meaning to write, but I'm too exhausted.
I've participated in the English Olympiad today, and there was a text about blogging that actually inspired me. But now on coming home after all my businesses I do understand I can't do anything but sending you some pictures. Get fan atmosphere!

BTW, I'd like to mention that my OTR (One True Reader) Ilya had his Birthday on the 8th of October, just 2 days ago, and at coming weekend we'll have our party. I'd wanted to write a congratulating post, but I was too tired and lazy again. 

And the song of the day will be the first song of my little Natalia Kills era. The song is "Mirrors". The line from the song you can see at my last picture - "Sex Love Control Vanity". Such an enticing song!

Shut up

Shut your mouth and close the door

I wanna watch you while you take it off

I'm gonna take a blindfold put it on

And then I drop the leather to the floor

I said shut up

Turning the lights out

Burning the candles

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

Turning the lights out

Tighten the handcuffs

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

My stiletto on your neck

Until I tie your hands above the bed

You've gotta

But boy, don't pull the trigger yet

Na na na

I haven't reloaded the clip

Na na na

Squeeze hard, hold that pose

You know I like it, do it

Sweetheart, I'm the boss

And when you get close to it

I'm gonna make tonight a show (oh, oh, oh)

I'll make your love grenade explode (na, na, na)

Turning the lights out

Burning the candles

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

Turning the lights out

Tighten the handcuffs

And the mirror's gonna fog  tonight

Turning the lights out

Burning the candles

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

Turning the lights out

Tighten the handcuffs

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

Sex, love, control, vanity

Sex, love, control, vanity

Sex, love, control, vanity (and the mirrors gonna fog tonight)

Sex, love, control, vanity (and the mirrors gonna fog tonight)

Sex, love, control, vanity (and the mirrors gonna fog tonight)

Sex, love, control, vanity (and the mirrors gonna fog tonight)

Vanity, vanity

Squeeze hard, hold that pose

You know I like it, do it

Sweetheart, I'm the boss

And when you get close to it

I'm gonna make tonight a show (oh, oh, oh)

I'll make your love grenade explode (na, na, na)

Turning the lights out

Burning the candles

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

Turning the lights out

Tighten the handcuffs

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

Turning the lights out

Burning the candles

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

Turning the lights out

Tighten the handcuffs

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

And the mirror's gonna fog tonight

~Be brave!~

Summertime Sadness II

It's been only 4 days since my last post, but it feels like I was out forever. Or for a week, at least. In a nutshell, I couldn't write in my blog, watch series or text to my buddies because the Internet broke down. But today it's magically started working again, I haven't even had to call the service!
Two days ago I went to the concert of "Mumiy Troll" with my friend Dasha. The concert was amazing! Even though it ran so fast! We both adore the leader's trousers. There's actually a photo from Khabarovsk's concert, but who cares?

The day before yesterday Dasha and I booked sushi! Hey! I'd wanted it so long, and finally we ate a lot of sushi and rolls. So yummy!

Yesterday after revising all my mails, my mom and I was watching a movie. It was "Julie & Julia". What a kind movie! The film is about my 2 favourite things excepting music: writing and cooking. Well, you know, I'm not about to cook every day every meal, but when I do cook, it's always something special and delicious. So, let's back to "Julie & Julia". The movie's based on two true stories of two nice women of the XX and XXI centuries. Julia is Julia Child; she was an American chef, author, and television personality. She is recognized for bringing French cuisine to the American public with her debut cookbook, Mastering the Art of French Cooking, and her subsequent television programs, the most notable of which was The French Chef, which premiered in 1963, thanks to Wikipedia. And Julie is Julie Powell, an American author best known for her book Julie & Julia: 365 Days, 524 Recipes, 1 Tiny Apartment Kitchen, and a subsequent movie. Julie started her business cooking meals from Julia Child's book and writing about it in her blog. Of course, she ran into some troubles as well as Julia, but everything came to the happy end.

I really like the movie, so funny, easy and kind. Now it's an aim to cook something.
Aghr, yesterday my Internet still worked hard, probably I seriously should call the service? I was sitting in a strange pose and my left hand was about to ache holding the Internet wire. It's ridiculous and hopeless. Right now I can't breathe, I can't move the laptop and my body, desirable. Not to worry the wire.
Dear guys, today is the last day of summer and summer freedom! Are you ready to school? Probably, I am. It's going to be nice to see my school friends again, ask them "How's been your summer?" or something else. But summer... It's sadness. Summer... Sadness... Are you following my thought? Summertime Sadness. I do understand I made this song as the song of the day on the 1st day of summer, but more logical to put it on the last day. I am da boss here, I'll put "Summertime Sadness" every last summer day. So, here I go, and "Summertime Sadness" by Lana Del Rey with me.

Moreover, it's damn cold inside as well as outside. Is it real summer? In 5 hours - NO.

Panic.