One Less Siren

Right since the beginning of the week I've wanted to write a post here, but every freaking time it went like that:

But now it's freaking MAY MAAAY, I've got so many things to do, so many thoughts to write, so many studies to learn!
Firstly, I want to congratulate you on the 1st of May. We celebrate this day as the Labour Day, though no one works. Expect the entertainers, of course. So, our chorus has worked too. But thankfully to this holiday we won't study until the next week!

WHO DA BOSS HERE? I'm rocking

Than, if I'm not mixed up, on the 28th of April two of my favourites, Ariana Grande and Iggy Azalea released a hit I fell for immediately. Of course, the song attracted me from the start with its title - "Problem". By and by I'll seem to have a collection with songs called "Problem" and "Trouble". But now this song and Ms. Grande and Ms. Azalea tells us a story not about a problem girl, but a problem boy! And how the main character can't help longing for him. This song doesn't have a music video yet, but it has a lyrics one, though I can't find it. But I can't stop stop admiring the first Ariana's performance with "Problem". And it's gonna be your song of the day #1.

[Iggy:]

Uh huh, it's Iggy Iggz

I got one more problem with you girl

Aye

[Ariana:]

Baby even though I hate ya

I wanna love ya

I want you you you

And even though I can't forgive ya

I really want to

I want you you you 

Tell me, tell me baby

Why did you leave me

Cause even though I shouldn't want it

I gotta have it

I want you you you

Head in the clouds

got no weight on my shoulders

I should be wiser

and realise that I've got

[Big Sean:]

One less problem without ya

I got one less problem without ya 

I got one less problem without ya

I got one less, one less problem

One less problem without ya

I got one less problem without ya

I got one less problem without ya 

I got one less, one less problem

[Ariana:]

I know your never gonna wake

I gotta give up

But it's you you you

I know I shouldn't ever call back

Or let you come back

But it's you you you

Every time you touch me

And say you love me

I get a little bit breathless

I shouldn't want it 

But it's you you you

Head in the clouds

got no weight on my shoulders

I should be wiser

and realise that I've got

[Big Sean:]

One less problem without ya

I got one less problem without ya 

I got one less problem without ya

I got one less, one less problem

One less problem without ya

I got one less problem without ya

I got one less problem without ya 

I got one less, one less problem

[Iggy:]

It's Iggy Iggz, uh

What you got?

Smart money bettin

I'll be better off without you

In no time

I'll be forgettin' all about you

You saying that you know

But I really really doubt you

Understand my life is easy

When I ain't around you

Iggy Iggy

Too biggie to be here stressing

I'm think I love the thought go you

More than I love your presence

And the best thing now

Is probably for you to exit

I let you go

Let you back

I finally learned my lesson

No half-stepping

Either you want it or you just keep playin'

I'm listening to you knowin'

I can't believe what you're sayin'

Theres a million you's baby boy

So don't be dumb

I got 99 problems

But you won't be one

Like what!

[Ariana:]

One less, one less problem

One less, one less problem

Head in the clouds

got no weight on my shoulders

I should be wiser

and realise that I've got

[Big Sean:]

One less problem without ya

I got one less problem without ya 

I got one less problem without ya

I got one less, one less problem

One less problem without ya

I got one less problem without ya

I got one less problem without ya 

I got one less, one less problem

[x2]

I had time to be a problem this week too! The day before yesterday I joked and laughed at my good friend, and went tooooo far. So he got offended (I bet he did), and I felt hurt too ("And I hurt myself by hurting you"). I felt myself SO RUDE, like I'd never told a nice thing before; like all I'd ever done was wrong and so bad; like I'd never been a good person actually. I felt so down. Of course, being too embarrassed to call, I texted him, and he answer it was ok, and he never got offended generally. But certainly I understood he was touched in a bad meaning of this word. I guess, it always hurts more, when you're hurt by someone you'd never expect, by someone who you suppose to be the best. And I want to believe I was that person for him.

As I'd planned my mom and I made my headdress for a new suit, but I won't put a photo here. Let it be a secret.

The next song I wanna share with you I found almost accidentally, because usually I don't like listening to stranger song on purpose (Ariana Grande's "Problem" isn't counted - I follow her on Instagram, so I'd been listening to the samples before the full release), but this time some power made me click on the YouTube video and watch the music clip for the song called "Sirens" by Cher Lloyd. In general, I know her works, I really like a couple of her songs, and one more time I was enticed by the title - "Sirens", so mystically... I haven't gone into the lyrics deeply yet, so I can't claim about its meaning a lot. But the music video is pretty dramatic though. And you may guess, it's your song of the day #2.

I carry the weight of you in my heavy heart

And the wind is so icy, I am numb

I carry the weight of you heading back to start

With the thousand eyes on me, I stumble on

I am tired, I'm growing older

I'm getting weaker everyday, yeah

I carry the weight of you

I carry the weight of you

Lay down here beside me in the shallow water

Beside me where the sun is shining on us still

Lay down here beside me in the hallowed water

Beside me with the silver lining stays until

The sirens’ calling

We follow the sun down low 'til we hit the night

And you hold me so tightly, it’s hard to breathe, oh

And I’m tired, I'm growing older

I’m getting weaker everyday, yeah

We follow the sun down low

We follow the sun down low

Lay down here beside me in the shallow water

Beside me where the sun is shining on us still

Lay down here beside me in the hallowed water

Beside me with the silver lining stays until

The sirens’ calling

The sirens’ calling

Yeah, I’m tired, I’m growing older

I’m getting weaker everyday

I am drowning, and you’re stealing every breath

Take me away and just

Lay down here beside me in the shallow water

Beside me where the sun is shining on us still

Lay down here beside me in the hallowed water

Beside me with the silver lining stays until

The sirens’ calling

The sirens’ calling

Be brave, my sirens

P.S. I've spent plenty of time outside today, so my face got burnt a bit. Now I'm red again, hi Sun, yo beotch.

P.P.S. Wanna sent special greetings to one my faithful reader, who missed the main (like the MAINEST) song of my today's concert and, therefore, didn't dance with me. Hi.